Thursday, July 3, 2014

It's been some time since I wrote you and for that I apologize to myself because I so love writing to you. I hope these words find everyone happy and healthy and doing something at this moment you love. If the answer was no, then ask yourself, what is the driving force behind continuing to do those things you don't like?

My lesson over the past while has been settling. What made me keep deciding to be in a relationship that left me feeling unfulfilled? I thought for the longest time, he would change and everything would be great. He would call all the time and text and let me into his heart and his world.

Guess what? Those thoughts were completely 110% wrong. Not because I thought he would change but because I was looking for someone other than me to change.

It starts with myself and cleaning up what is happening inside. I spoke to my amazing Psychic, Master Michael Alaska, and he told me I need to marry myself for 10 months and that is what I am doing. I've found a beautiful ring that was from my grandmother, passed down to my mother and now to me that wouldn't fit on any other finger but my ring finger (meant to be, you ask?!). Now, there it sits. A reminder to be good to me and that I must perfect the relationship with me and the Universe before I have anyone else in my life.

So my ambition for the next little while is to be better to me than I ever have been and to start blazing a trail for my new way of life. I've listened to Gabby Bernstein this morning (AKA Spirit Junkie) and her "medidating lecture." If any of you feel the same way I do, watch this video:

http://vimeo.com/user2665632/review/36587555/fe8b39b8f2
Password "hayhouse"

It's a great up lifter and she's pretty damn cool!


Here is to a few months of sadness, grieving, beingness, aliveness, love, abundance and what ever else you wish to add to this list!

Much love to all that read this and those that don't,
Jenna